Il giorno seguente giunse velocemente. Quella notte Morinaga non riuscì a chiudere occhio, mentre il senpai di tanto in tanto diceva parole strane mentre si rigirava nelle coperte. Era agitato, ma non riusciva a svegliarlo. Gli prese il viso e lo appoggiò contro il suo petto, per poi vederlo calmarsi lentamente. Gli accarezzò il ventre con un gesto molto delicato... sotto quello strato di pelle e muscoli c’era un embrione che ospitava loro figlio... quello che il biondo voleva far morire. Si sorprendeva di quanto potesse essere egoista quell’uomo molte volte. Quando riuscì a chiudere gli occhi erano circa le cinque; un’ora dopo si sarebbe dovuto alzare e cominciare un’altra giornata.
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Le sei e trenta. La sveglia non suonò, ma il senpai si svegliò da solo. Si trovò la mano di Morinaga sul proprio ventre e la propria testa contro il suo petto. Si scostò velocemente, per poi indossare gli occhiali. Si alzò e si diresse verso il bagno, per poi chiamare Tetsuhiro dato che non si svegliava.
«Senpai... nostro figlio... non ucciderlo... » disse il moro, rigirandosi nelle coperte, ancora addormentato.
Quelle parole fecero rabbrividire Souichi, mentre il cuore rallentò il battito. Era vero, lui, volendo abortire, aveva deciso di uccidere un povero bambino innocente, con l’unica colpa di star crescendo nel suo ventre. Si toccò la pancia, ritraendo immediatamente la mano, come quel contatto con la propria pelle scottasse. Deglutì a vuoto, per poi cominciare a piangere.
Morinaga, sentendo i singhiozzi di Souichi, si svegliò, stropicciandosi un occhio.
«Senpai... Perché piangi? L’ennesimo cambiamento d’umore?» chiese mentre, sbadigliando, si alzò indossando le pantofole.
Tatsumi non rispose, guardò a terra, per poi tirare su con il naso e dirigersi verso l’armadio.
«Oggi andiamo a fare l’ecografia. Muoviti a vestirti che non ho tutto il tempo e la pazienza di questo mondo.» disse autoritario Souichi, prendendo una camicia, un pantalone e dell’intimo pulito, dirigendosi poi verso il bagno.
“Sensi di colpa, eh, senpai?” pensò il kohai, mentre prendeva degli indumenti puliti dall’armadio a fianco a quello del biondo, mettendoli su una sedia di legno e dirigendosi nella cucina per preparare la colazione.
Mentre preparava il caffè, lo vide spuntare da dietro l’archetto, con i capelli legati e ben vestito. Si sedette al tavolo e prese del succo di frutta e una fetta biscottata su cui stese un velo di marmellata di fragole.
«Senpai, perché hai quella faccia?» chiese il kohai, mentre beveva il caffè.
«Stavo pensando a... no, nulla, lascia perdere e muoviti, dobbiamo andare a fare questa maledetta ecografia.» disse serio, bevendo tutto il succo in un sol sorso e mordicchiando un po’ malvolentieri la fetta biscottata. A metà, si alzò di scatto, dirigendosi di corsa verso il bagno. Morinaga lo inseguì e lo aiutò a rimettere, come d’altronde faceva ogni volta che lo vedeva alzarsi di colpo e dirigersi verso il bagno. Quando sopraggiunse un attimo di tregua, il senpai si alzò, un po’ barcollante, e si lavò la bocca e i denti.
“E io dovrei continuare così per nove lunghi mesi?” pensò guardando la sua immagine riflessa nello specchio, insieme a quella di Morinaga che lo abbracciava.
«Senpai, sei davvero sicuro di abortire?» chiese abbassando gli occhi, con tono malinconico, tenendo Souichi stretto tra le sue braccia.
Il biondo non rispose, posò lo spazzolino e lasciò che una lacrima colma di mestizia e sensi di colpa scendesse involontariamente da un occhio andando a infrangersi sulla ceramica del lavabo.
Morinaga fermò l’altra che stava per fare la stessa fine della sua simile, asciugandogliela con un dito.
«Morinaga... non voglio togliere la vita a nessuno... ma io questo bambino... » sussurrò impercettibilmente, girandosi e aggrappandosi disperato al collo del kohai, che lo accarezzò e gli baciò la fronte.
«È troppo presto per decidere... magari col tempo potresti imparare ad accettarlo... ora andiamo, il dottore ci aspetta per la prima ecografia... » disse spostandogli una ciocca bionda dietro l’orecchio.
Dapprima il senpai voleva colpirlo, ma il moro aveva ragione, era troppo presto per giungere a conclusioni affrettate. Si staccò da lui e lo lasciò vestirsi.
«Ti aspetto in cucina... Tu vestiti nel frattempo...» così dicendo si avviò verso la stanza e tolse le cose che avevano usato per fare colazione. Si sedette sulla poltroncina e prese ad accarezzarsi il ventre. Ora non “scottava” più... anzi, era una bella sensazione...
«Potevi sceglierti un’altra mamma?» chiese dolce, rivolgendosi al feto ancora non sviluppato che andava crescendo nel suo grembo.
The following day came quickly. That night Morinaga was unable to close eye, while the Champ occasionally strange words said as he turned in blankets. It was rough, but he could not wake him. Grabbed her face and leaned against his chest, then see it calm down slowly. He stroked the belly with a very subtle gesture ... under that layer of skin and muscles there was an embryo that hosted their son ... what the blond wanted to die. Was surprised how to be selfish this man many times. When he was able to close my eyes were about five; an hour later it would have had to get up and start another day.------------------------------Six thirty. The alarm sounded, but the senpai he woke up alone. He found the hand of Morinaga on your belly and your head against his chest. Moved away quickly, then wear glasses. He got up and headed for the bathroom, then call Tetsuhiro as you don't wake up.«Senpai ... our son not to kill him. "said the moro, turning in blankets, still asleep.Those words made him cringe, Souichi while the heart slowed the beating. It was true, he wished to have an abortion, had decided to kill a poor innocent child, with the only fault of star growing in her belly. She touched her belly, portraying the hand immediately, as that contact with his sunburned skin. He swallowed, then start to cry.Morinaga, hearing the sobs of Souichi, woke up, rubbing the eye.«Senpai ... Why are you crying? Yet another change of mood? "he asked while yawning, stood wearing slippers.Tatsumi didn't answer, she looked to the ground and then sniffle and head toward the closet."Today we are going to do an ultrasound. Hurry up and get dressed that I don't have the time and patience to this world. "said Souichi authoritarian, taking a shirt, a pair of pants and clean underwear, heading toward the bathroom."Guilt, eh, senpai?" thought the kohai, while taking clean clothes out of the closet next to that Dang, putting them on a wooden chair and heading to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.While preparing the coffee, saw him popping up from behind the bow, with her hair tied up and well dressed. He sat down at the table and took some juice and a slice of bread on which spread a thin layer of Strawberry Jam.«Senpai, why do you look? "asked the kohai, drinking coffee."I was thinking ... no, nothing, just let it go on, we must go for the damn ultrasonography." said serio, drinking all the juice in one gulp and nibbling a bit grudgingly Rusk. In the Middle, stood up, heading to race to the bathroom. Morinaga pursued him and helped him put back, like he did every time I saw him get up and go to the bathroom. When there came a moment's respite, the Champ stood up, a little unsteadily, and washed her mouth and teeth."And I'm supposed to continue for nine long months?" he thought, looking at her reflection in the mirror, along with that of Morinaga that embraced him.«Senpai, are you really sure to abort? "asked with eyes, with a melancholic tone, keeping tight Souichi into his arms.The blonde replied, not put down the brush and let a tear filled with sadness and guilt involuntarily come in one eye going to crash on the ceramic washbasin.Morinaga stopped another that was about to end his similar, asciugandogliela with one finger.«Morinaga ... I don't want to take the life of anyone ... but I this child ... » whispered imperceptibly, turning and clinging desperately to the neck of kohai, which stroked and kissed his forehead."It's too early to decide ... maybe you could learn in time to accept it ... come on now, the doctor is waiting for us for the first ultrasound ... "said a blond lock spostandogli behind the ear.At first he wanted to hit him, but it's the moro was right, it was too early to reach conclusions. She pulled away from him and let him get dressed."I'll wait in the kitchen ... You clothes. "so saying he walked into the room and took away the things which they had used to make breakfast. He sat on the Chair and began to caress her belly. Now no "burning" more ... in fact, it was a great feeling ..."You could choose another mom?" asked sweetly, addressing the still undeveloped fetus that was growing in her womb.
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The following day come quickly. Morinaga that night he could not sleep a wink, and the senpai occasionally saying strange words as he veered in blankets. He was rough, but she could not wake him. She took his face and placed it against his chest, and then see it calm down slowly. She stroked his belly with a gesture very delicate ... under that layer of skin and muscles was an embryo that housed their son ... what the blond wanted to die. He might be surprised how many times selfish man. When he could close his eyes were about five; an hour later he would have to get up and start another day.
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The six thirty. The alarm clock did not ring, but the senpai woke alone. He found his hand on her stomach and Morinaga his head against his chest. He drew back quickly, then wear glasses. He got up and walked to the bathroom, and then call Tetsuhiro since not wake.
"Senpai ... our son ... do not kill him ..." Harry said, turning around in blankets, still asleep.
That made her shiver Souichi while slowed heart beat. It was true, he, wanting an abortion, had decided to kill a poor innocent child, with the only fault to be growing in her belly. He touched his stomach, pulling her hand immediately, as that contact with his skin was burning. Swallowed, and then began to cry.
Morinaga, hearing the sobs of Souichi, woke up, rubbing an eye.
"Senpai ... Why are you crying? Yet another change of mood? "He asked as he yawned, stood up wearing slippers.
Tatsumi did not answer, looked at the ground, then pull up the nose and head to the closet.
"Today we are going to do an ultrasound . Move to dress that I have all the time and the patience of this world. "Authoritarian Souichi said, taking a shirt, trousers and underwear clean, then head to the bathroom.
"Feelings of guilt, huh, senpai?" thought the kohai, as he took the clean clothes from the closet next to that of the blond, putting them on a wooden chair and heading into the kitchen to prepare breakfast.
While preparing the coffee, she saw him coming around the bow, with hair related and well dressed. He sat down at the table and took the juice and a rusk on which spread a layer of strawberry jam.
"Senpai, why did you do that?" asked the kohai, as he drank coffee.
"I was thinking ... no Nothing, forget it and move, we have to go do this damn ultrasound. "he said seriously, drinking all the juice in one gulp and nibbling a little 'reluctantly the rusk. In the middle, he jumped up and headed to race to the bathroom. Morinaga pursued him and helped him to return, as indeed he did every time I saw him get up at once and head for the bathroom. When came a moment of respite, the senpai got up, a bit 'wobbly, and washed his mouth and teeth.
"And I should continue like this for nine long months?" he thought looking at his reflection in the mirror, together with that of Morinaga hugging him.
"Senpai, you're sure to have an abortion?" he asked, lowering her eyes, wistfully, taking Souichi tight in his arms.
The blonde did not answer, put down the brush and let a tear filled with sadness and senses of guilt descended involuntarily in one eye going to crashing on the ceramic washbasin.
Morinaga stopped the other he would do the same end of its similar, asciugandogliela with a finger.
"Morinaga ... I will not take the life of anyone .. . but I will this child ... "she whispered imperceptibly, turning and clinging desperately to the neck kohai, who stroked him and kissed his forehead.
"It's too early to decide ... maybe in time you learn to accept it now ... we go, the doctor lies ahead for the first ultrasound ... "said spostandogli a lock of blonde behind the ear.
At first the senpai wanted to hit him, but the dark was right, it was too early to jump to conclusions. She pulled away from him and let him get dressed.
"I'll wait in the kitchen ... You clothes in the meantime ..." so saying he went into the room and took the things they used to have breakfast. He sat in the chair and began to caress her belly. Now is not "burned" more ... well, it was a good feeling ...
"You could choose you another mother?" said Sweet, addressing the still undeveloped fetus that was growing in her womb.
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